fascination

i just like, love you and stuff

i didn’t mean to put you through that stress

i’m sorry i didn’t just talk to you

i care about you so much

worst week ever

Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends? I’m quite tall which changes that a bit.. but I’m just like.. average so..

Ever hurt yourself on purpose? Yes.

Ever been to a psychologist?  No.

Lost weight? Yes.

Gained weight? Yes.

Do you drink? Not often.

Do you smoke? No.

Do you take drugs? No.

Does your weight affect your mood? Sometimes.

Do you weight yourself daily? Only when I think of it.

Have you ever gone through a whole day without food (fast)? Nope.

Have you ever skipped a meal? Yes.

Have you ever spit food out? No.

HABITS:

[ ] I keep my eating habits a secret
[ ] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[ ] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[ ] I hate food 
[x] I love food 
[ ] I purge if I think I ate too much

I AM:
[ ] anorexic 
[ ] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[x] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] under 100lbs
[ ] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[ ] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[ ] I was under 100lbs
[ ] I could avoid food
[ ] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[ ] feeling hungry
[ ] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[ ] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes 
[x] I have self made scars
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I wear glasses 
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears 
[x] I have freckles
[B] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D) 
[ ] I am pear shaped 
[ ] I am petite

.. Okay. Don’t really understand what the point of that was.

just stfu