30168.) I care so much for my boyfriend, but he doesn't seem to care about me. I haven't seen him in over 3 weeks, and he doesn't make an effort to see me. It kills me. I cry over it almost every night because I care too much and he doesn't care enough.
Have you ever made out in a bathroom? Nope. Do you think the last person you kissed is nice? Yes. Crushing on anyone new? Nope.. Last person you danced with? HAAA, Jessica. <3 Would you take any of your exes back? My one and only.. <3 When is the last time you cried and why? I think it was Saturday, too much to explain. Last text from? Anthony. When was the last time you were so drunk you threw up? Never. What is the last movie you saw in theaters and with who? Totally forget. it’s been a while.. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes please. What are your plans for this weekend? Uhm, nothing yet. Kissed someone in a vehicle? No. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Yess <3 Last guy/girl who tried to hit on you? Him.. aha. What’s irritating you right now? Everything, kind of. Is cheating ever okay? No. Never. Never ever. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? Yeah. Do you get distracted easily? LOL SO EASILY. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Listened to music. Is this year the best year of your life? Nope. Do you have any strange phobias? Yee. Do you give out second chances too easily? Not quite. Well, maybe. Idk. Are you jealous of someone? I guess, yeah. Do you have a best friend? Yep. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Anthony.. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? I think I’m great. They just never seem to notice or care.. Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds? Yes. </3 Have you dated people who weren’t good to you? Yep. And I’m still in love with them. Are you involved with anyone? Not lately. What item could you not go without during the day? Chapstick. Would you share a drink with a stranger? No. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? My papa. Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced? Sure. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to? Probably, yeah. If we were to look in your phone inbox, what would we find? Texts from Anthony. :P Anyone upset you lately? Yes. Do you love someone at the moment? Very much so. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass? Yep. When did you last receive flowers? Never. Can you make yourself cry? I can. Are you easily confused? Yeeeeeeeeeeeep. When is the next time you will kiss someone? Hopefully soon, but I probably won’t for a very long time.. Last thing you drank? Sprite. In YOUR wedding, who will be the best man and the maid of honor? Sam, Jessica or Mimi. <3 And hahaaa, probably Peter. ;) Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Almost. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? Meh. What was the last reason you went to the Doctor for? Shaky hands and constant shivers. What can you not wait for? The freaking summer.
30165.) Sometimes I wonder if life is really..real. What if we're all just figments of our imagination? What if our entire life is a dream? What if everyone around you is an actor, and you're being filmed for some secret reality TV show, and your whole life is a lie? What if you're asleep right now, and there's scientists putting images into your brain, creating your whole life, everyone around you, and your life is just a computer program created to keep you from knowing the truth? What if we're in a computer game and we're being controlled by other human beings, just like the Sims game? WHAT IF OUR WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE?